Wednesday, January 14, 2009

14 January 2009 - Mood: Cynical, Somewhat Anxious

I can't stand this thing. I never holds the font I pick. I prob do it wrong.. but I don't think so. Whatever. Okay.. so it's like I dunno, 20 or less degrees outside. I used to love winter. What has happened to me? Well, part of it, I know is the wind. It's so very windy here in EP. And living directly across the street from a river cannot be helping matters. I sort of creates this wind tunnel effect I do believe.

I was reading an email and watching a youtube thingy from Obama and his various ..people earlier on here and felt a bit excited about the inauguration next week! And how interesting that it falls a day before MLK Day. I don't believe in accidents, rather coincidences. No, it's too much .. that our first Af/Amer president will be standing right there at the capital .. being sworn in as our new leader at this day in history (MLK i mean). I am so thrilled for my Mer and Liz that they will be at the inauguration. Although they weren't able to get tickets and it will be freezing i suppose .. not to mention a literal mob scene, they are young so they can bear it. It will be sheer excitement and i would imagine .. (it would be for me anyway) emotional. It would be nice to see them do some sort of volunteer work while down there. Well, Lizzie lives there, but I mean Mer and Sallie and Fran (who i just found out is joining them). They could do a few hours on the Monday before volunteering in some way I"m sure. It's never too late to find something to help out with. Well, i don't know if this has occured to them or not. Should i bring it up? Naa.. prob not. I"m their mother.. I'm not taken seriously. Hell, they barely hear what i say. Especially mer. (No offense to her intended of course).. it's just the way it is.

I don't even know if this blog of mine is totally private or not. Which I guess I should get around to finding out as I would like to be able to type about anything i want but there are just a few people that know i have this, and other then Lizzie, I don't know if those few people even know the name of the blog.. but if by chance they do, i wouldn't want anything taken the wrong way. I am not talking about my kids.. no, just my sister(s) and one or two of my friends.

Well, I have more i feel like saying and there is a TON of shit on my mind that has me feeling anxious as i mention in the heading but... my hands/arms are tired or whatever and dont feel like typing anymore.. at least right now. LOL.. who am i kidding.. if i dont type now i won't be back on here at any time tonite. Mer gets on and doesn't get off. But she's always been that way. Can't say as I blame her. I would be that way too if I were her age and had tons of cool sites to visit on here and people to talk with like she does. But i'm an old fart and other then real estate, dont have much i look at on here.. oh.. that POF site.. but that gets played. Men.. ughh. Why bother? I am really coming to that realization.. They all suck in one way or another. Truly they do. It's just that I hate the idea of growing old alone. I dont want that to happen to me. Just simply don't. Nope.
Okay enough.. later.. :-)

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